im very upset w myself now..
find myself so dumb so stupid..
i should haf listen to my dad n go home after clubbing last nite..
i not oni nv listen to him..
i even lied to him..
n in e end wat i got??
i got nothing gain but i lost MY 7360 FONE!!~
my dad is totally very disappointed with mi rite now..
i felt very guilty really..
but y do i alwaes do things w/out thinking properly..
though its oni a loss of fone..
but......
i juz dun understand myself too..
y do i still go clubbing w them when initially i wanna go home??
y din i insist telling them tt i wan to go home when they offered mi to go to their "rented hse" w so many strangers hu i dunno at all...
i feel tt i haf even a choice to escape frm all tis..
its juz mi n my stupid character hu is not strong n determined enough..
for all this yrs tt i noe her..
i haf longed knew she is a person w "three hands"..
but i really nv thought tt it will happen to mi too..
im totally utterly disppointed