i felt so useless after reading jasmine's blog..
she din noe i haf a new blog at blogspot..
she worte tt she is going overseas very soon..
maybe even earlier than her bdae tt is b4 my exams..
i dunno wat to do..
i feel so useless..
n i felt tt im juz another basturd..
when she's ard i nv really treasure her as a friend..
i admit i alwaes been finding excuses by avoiding her..
but now tt so many things r happen i felt so heart pain..
i wanna resume back e friendship tt i used to haf w her..
i dun bear to c her go..
though i noe it is alwaes her dream to go to sch tt she really wans to study..
i feel lyk crying too when i saw her injuiry..
but i juz pretend tt im calm..
i guess to her im no longer e audrey she noes le..
n to mi.. im tired but im lost now..
i dunno wat can i mend for her to haf back e friendship...

she din on her hp for e whole dae..
n nv pick up my calls when i call her hse..
though i noe e one she is avoiding is not mi..
but i still feel equally sad now..