ydae after going to fiona's grandma's wake..
i realise how much i missed my grandpa too..
sigh..
too bad he has gone..
but i noe he will be doing well in another world de..
so i shall take it easy..
so do u k.. fiona??
muz be strong k?
hmm... den last nite i found out some facts or should i sae secrets abt my parents..
sigh.. i dunno how to phase it here..
家家有本难念的经。。
sigh..
no one will understand how i feel at tt time..
i can oni used beer to numb my feeling last nite..
but e more i drink e more i cried..
i dunno.. n i rather not noe..
i hope tt they will not do tt..
though im not siding on both or one..
n if it happens one dae..
juz dun blame mi for doing something funny...