my emotions r getting bad to worse..
thinking of unneccessary things..
doing smth w/out thinking of e consequences..
another word.. i became stupid..
doing things tt r not worth..
todae met sy, gracina n e rest at gv max..
we watched wild hogs..
well it was nice..
but inside e theatre my heart wasnt there..
it was thinking of smth stupid..
den in e end still help them do free labour..
juz becoz of tt someone..
sy qn mi.. 'girl, worth it not?? tt fellow oso wun appreciate de lor....'
wah after i hear tt my heart sank even deeper..
actually i knew it myself long ago..
but sometimes in life.. human being r stubborn..
e mind think tis wae.. but e heart goes another wae.. sigh!!~