fantatic 4 was not bad..
ydae i went to watch it wif my friend..
after tt we slack ard.. play pool... eat dinner... shopping...
den as we tok abt e past..
she suddenly ask mi tis..
"where had e old confident u went to??"...
den suddenly i realise one thing..
as i grow older each year..
im getting more n more emo le..
i will nv be bothered tt im ugly or fat in e past..
i will nv be bothered abt my exams..
i will nv bothered abt how ppl think of mi or look at mi..
i will nv care wat will happen next..
i will juz do watever i wan..
but now..
i seriously dunno wats wrong..
im really v sad when my work was not recgonise by anyone..
im feeling more n more inferior of myself..
im scared n timid..
i feel lousy..
i really hate tis feeling..
she oso sae tt she hope e old mi will come back again..
i wish too..
i wan to be as cheerful as i m in e past..
but can i??
i seriously dunno..