i suddenly feel so lonely..
e feeling of loneliness really sucks...
i think im really used to haf her ard..
scolding/guiding/teaching/advising me..
she suddenly really leave mi alone..
in e middle of nowhere again..
i miss her..
i wanna let her noe tt i really regret..
n i really did plan for my stuff le..
but i dun dare to even sms her..
im scared..
scared tt she is still angry..
i noe im wrong..
i noe im lazy..
i noe im dependent..
but no matter wat i sae now..
it will oni make her even more angry..
haiz...
feel so sianz..
i cant deny tt i really too dependent le..
i dun blame her if she really wans to walk out too..