i realise its alwaes in this hr in e night..
my mind will be lyk a rewind player..
flashing back all my past in my memories..
i felt miserable to be frank..
i hate myself somehow..
juz lyk lian told mi e other day..
some part of me still act lyk a child..
i cant put down my past..
alwaes looking back..
holding back some things tt i should haf put down long ago..
honestly i haf no one to tok to..
e things tt r done cannot be undone too..
i wanna do something to save it..
but it seems impossible..
my heart pains whenever i think of e past..
maybe she's right..
i haven really grown up frm my mistakes..
always finding stuff to die earlier..