im starting to feel emo again tonite..
out of a sudden im actually wondering bt my life again..
wat do i really wan for my future man?
i seems lost again..
n once again im asking myself..
many many qns..
haha i guess im crazy le..
i dun even noe myself now..
in another words im so not me la..
i open up my fridge.. i sees alot of beers..
i feel lyk drinking it.. to numb myself..
but in another tot.. i stop myself..
cos i noe drinking cant solve anything in mi..
i dunno wat i wan.. seriously..
i hate e inner side of mi..
memories keep flowing into my brain..
its killing mi inside..
i feel utterly sad rite now..
but i dun wanna show it to anyone..
can u imagine? im actually finding myself damn annoying now..
i feel lyk disappearing frm e world..
maybe i should be a nun one day to forget abt everything..
haha but its quite impossible la.. cos i dun eat vegies..
lol.. anyway i love my some of my colleagues..
some r really very loving.. thanks alot ppl..