Seriously dunno what is wrong wif mi..
Dunno wth is running thru my entire mind since morning.
I seems to feel sad n upset since e moment my alarm clock rang..
Been running abt in St Andrew's jr sch, secondary sch n jc since morning like some mad person..
Dunno wanna go back office nt cos its already near 5pm now..
Sianz.. I think I'm seriously affected by my mum..
She is giving mi nothing but problems..
Dunno y e hell she went to agree to allow those china idiots in my hse to pay oni $300 per mth..
Is she crazy or stupid??
She ke lian them den who ke lian us??
Can't afford to pay den pls get lost frm my hse la..
Fakers!!
They think they very smart but I'm not stupid k?
I'll make sure myself n my aunt will get direct tenants in n ask them to get lost by next month..
I'll not tolerate to their nonsense anymore..
Enough is enough!!
Like wat my counsellor said.. I've been carrying e burden since I was able to understand things (abt 9 yrs old) till now..
I really got to learn to let go n leave it to my mum to handle n make her learn thru e hard way..
But said is always easier than done lor..
Haiz.. Knowing mi I will not tahan when she do some stupid things like this..
I seriously wonder if I were to go in..
Wat will happen to my family??
Sianz.. Stressed up by work n family..
Juz felt abit lucky tt I m not attach now..
I juz hope my counsellor will understand tt I lost my temper yday is not becos of wat she said..
I'm purely angry wif my mum!! =(
God (whatever god) pls pls save mi..
I really gonna get out frm these!!
I still have plenty of stuff undone..