i realise 1 thing abt myself lately..
im really an stupid idiot who dunno how to use my words..
or rather appropriate words to express things..
i always offend ppl without knowing..
i dun blame anyone who is/was angry wif mi..
im angry wif myself too..
i feel sad for myself too..
living in tis world for almost 22 yrs le..
yet i dunno how to talk wif my brain..
or maybe juz my brain tt is stupid..
maybe maybe maybe...........
i wanna take a short getaway if possible..
i hate wat im feeling inside mi now..

i wanna apologised to the ppl who i've offended recently..
i really din mean to make u hurt/angry..
i'll not be angry/upset wif anyone if anyone leave mi one day..
cos maybe i juz deserve it cos of my stupidness..
i hate myself..