wats e point??

wats e point of blogging up at her blog saying tt she will go though all this hard time with mi when she is unwilling to come out n help?
wats e point of telling e whole world in her blog saying tt im going thru a very hard path??
wats e point of saying tt she will go through all this hard time with me when she is not doing so??

yup i noe.. she is not oblige to help mi at all!!
but in e first place, if she dun wanna help or wan mi to do wat she wans mi to do..
oh pls.. look at e situation im in now can??
its not tt i dun wanna follow her b****y instructions..
but some things r juz not meant to be e way she wans it..
cant she put herself into my shoes??
she always tot tt i m so stubborn tt im not trying at all..
but she nv understand tt some things is not i dun wanna do...
its juz tt im having my difficulties..

i really feel like crying now..
or rather if i can juz die or disappear in e this world at this moment i will!!