today seems to have afew things happening again..
sianz afew of my schools project has screwed up by the stupid contractors..
they hacked the wrong wall n now the OM is utterly angry abt it n i'll have to give an explanation abt it tmr morning to my boss n the school OM.
haiz.. my schedule is screwed due to tt..
anyway finally i took e courage to go down..
saw her sitting at e carpark smoking n talking on the phone at first..
dun dare to walk over to even say "hi"..
but can sense tt she is avoiding mi too..
we kept facing back to back whenever we c each other..
sometimes i juz feel tt god is making fun of it..
one of e dm came over n ask mi to help her do something..
i admit my reactions was far too much..
i rejected on e spot n oso due to meeting safety after tt..
my dm was angry when he knew abt it..
he scolded mi but i din dare to say anything cos i noe we should help one another..
but y me?? i juz simply dun dare to go near her la..
haix though i noe i should juz act as normal..
but i've already promised to leave her alone..
i wouldnt dare to go any nearer to her to be frank..
anyway had a meetup cum mini-celebrations with safety..
guess safety know mi too well..
one look on my face they can tell im not alright..
n then they went to read my blog..
haha surprisingly they were not shocked..
btw thanks safety for all e encouragements =)
i'll try to stand up on my feet again asap..