what is life??

what is life?
a very gd qn isn't it?
recently i've met up wif my best friend li lian..
n we concluded tis..
life is nv easy on any of us..
we learnt thru failing n meeting obstacles..
haha but she oso mention tis tt is quite true..
though im only turning 22 tis yr..
but i have met many things tt not everyone will go thru..
e wierdest thing is tt i nv seem to learn thru these lessons..
n she concluded tt i'll become crazy if all this issues/lessons tt i've gone thru were to make mi awake one day..
she says tt it will really make mi successful if i learnt..
but if i dun n juz by dwelling into them..
i'll turn insane instead.. lol..
i think im on e verge though..
but i nv tell anyone abt it..
n recently im really looking back on almost every single lessons/issues i've been thru
(as long as i can remb)
i seriously think i m very naive n trust ppl too easily..
no wonder my dad always say tt im stupid..
but im not going to hold any grudges to ppl who let mi down..
instead im thankful to them..
becos of their existance..
im becoming another person..
i realise tt now even talking to anyone for any matter..
i learnt to hold back abit..
its really not easy i tell u..
i dun even dare to trust anyone anymore..
thinking back wat my dad taught mi when i was young..
"no one is to be trusted.. not even ur loved ones.."
though its easier to say.. but im beginning to feel tt i can hardly trust ppl nowadays..
though i feel like letting it out..
i juz dunno who to turn to anymore..
i feel scared.. cos i dunno wat is infront of mi..
n wat if i did a wrong move..