I still see myself in a very big mess..
somehow i allows my history to repeat by itself..
memories r holding me back somehow..
im very scared to move ahead..
my future is in a whole darkness..
i admit im not born a daredevil..
i don't dare to try out new things..
im afraid of failure..
im afraid to fall..
im afraid of pain..
i keep reminding myself to let go/give up on certain things in life..
but somehow i juz cant bear to..
im scared to let go..
its always easier said than done..
n i juz love e quote i found thru google search..

"Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be --Anon"