i feel like a loser myself..
a BIG one..
cant even decide n weigh things peacefully..
my mind is in a whirl..
it seems like a test given to me by god..
so many junctions ahead of me..
but future is juz so mysterious..
some part of me wanna try it out..
juz some parts tt r reluctant..
but to qn myself again..
y m i really worrying for??
i do not know..
anyway my life is in a mess right now..
n i noe i cant simply avoid any of these..
i juz haf to learn to pick up n arrange one by one in order..
n "bomb" myself wif more pros n cons of all e circumtances of all e situation..
n wat kind of future i would like to have..