Recently due to being super "broke"
i've been staying home =)
so "guai" rite??
haha hopefully pay will come in either tmr or sat cos 27th is sunday =/
if not haf to wait till mon liao..
anyway been super stressed up at work this few weeks..
suddenly dun even feel like stepping in to my office at all..
hate to hear my mgr's voice..
f*&king irritating sharp voice!!
ask her one simple qn she has to announce by talking loudly till one feel damn paiseh..
hate being accused for not doing my job well..
yes, i admit.. im lazy.. i did not done a very gd job..
but for god sake, look at e way she do things..
i doubt she did her job too..
visiting of schools is oso her role..
though not as freq as a TE like mi..
but nevertheless its oso her job!! argh!
like wat my other colleagues concluded, this is juz another hell..
office is our main HQ HELL n the branches are our 7 schools (as claimed to be our babies tt we muz noe in our finger tips)
ppl always admire e freedom im having but no one except ppl working in FM line would understand wat kind of pressure we facing..
haha tt's y nv compare..
its nv ending..
cos i ever work in office line n i noe how its like too..
suddenly i really miss jasmine..
i remb complaining to her every now n den..
no doubt she is very naggy =x, but at least she is there to listen n advice when i need..
i would oso do e same for her..
i dunno y but juz feel very sad tt this time round she choose to leave n ignore..
sometimes its not tt i dun wanna speak up for myself..
but even if i did.. no one would listen cos i juz realise tt most ppl on earth juz simply live for themselves.
no one will really bother if u r dead or alive.. or should i say they would care less cos of their own problems..
i hate having the feeling of facing all these alone..
feel like a living dead person waiting to be sentenced to death anytime.