I had a random call frm my ex gf lydia tis afternoon again..
N met her at simei starbucks for a coffee..
Afterwhich, we headed to cash studio at bedok..
After k-ing, we went to bedok 85 for supper..
She wanted mi to pei her go tian ling (her "bff") hse to play mj...
But I rejected her..
I can see e disappointment in her eyes but I juz stopped myself..
Cos I noe e closer I go..
E more feelings I'll have for her..
I juz dun wan history to repeat..
Furthermore she has a bf now..
I wan to stop e feeling I have for her..
However it seems hard..
I can sense tt she still have some feelings for mi..
Juz tt she can't accept e fact to turn les..
Haiz.. Maybe I should stop seeing her in order for mi to forget her..