I'm feeling damn guilty after receiving the email from my dear counsellor Yilan.
I guess I dun haf to think, its for sure to be my mum is the one who went to complain to her tt i brought aun aun n her sis home e other day.
Haiz.. She emailed me this: "What is happening to you and the 2 thai girls? Are u straying from your cross junction?"
After seeing this email, immediately I replied her on sms n email tt I wanna meet her to explain on all this..

She: "Let me check den tell again. Remb u r not answerable to me but to ur own future"
Me: "Yup I noe.. I still under control" - I regret sending this though.. I think she muz haf mis-read e meaning *s^&%*

After an hr ltr.. I replied again.. "But I noe u mean gd for me.. I'll reflect on it.. U let me noe tmr whether can meet for session on thurs? Thanks"

No reply at all.. neither on email nor sms..

I'm doomed.. cos no matter wat I were to say I guess she will think tt I'm juz trying to use excuses to cover for myself again.. sigh.. wat is happening to me?? Seriously regretting bringing aun aun home tt day.. =(
Did I really strayed?? I really dunno.. Do I love e way I am in now?? I dunno too..
Or maybe I'm juz trying to run away from reality again.. Haiz..